All along my crippled way, yesterday, all 12 hours of the grueling drive at 80 miles per hour, I was at His table. From the Starbucks in the overpass in Illinois, to the way he lit the gloomy flatness of the middle states with a glorious sunset and the harrowing description of the Khumbu ice fall of Everest ringing in my ears thanks to modern technology...He blessed the way and invited me to the feast.
But for all my revealating
I just can't make sense
Of this gravity we're in
Cause I'm a dead man now
With a ghost who lives
Within the confines of
These carbon ribs
And one day when I'm free
I will sit
The cripple at your table
The cripple by your side
A thousand miles of pain I'm sure
Led you to the threshold
Of my hearts screen door
To tell me what it is I'm dying for
Gravity comes
Like a cold cold Rain
To lead me to the rope again
But someone is standing in my place
~from Carbon Ribs, by John Mark McMillan
This is one of those Bible stories that never sunk, simply because of a language barrier. A name like "Mephibosheth" has no cognitive hooks to hang it's hat on in my brain. And so the power was lost to me, in the many, many times I've read the Bible through. Until a modern-day singer for the King - a kind of 2nd century A.D. David - sang it for me in an arena full of sweat and tears condensing into haze about a thousand bodies singing about Jesus. His best friend dead, the lonely King David asks his courtiers to search for a relative he can honor, to comfort himself. They find Mephibosheth, dropped by his nurse as a baby, both legs hopelessly crippled. He had stayed behind when war broke out, and so his life was saved. David dressed him in robes, and set him at the table, surrounded by the family...a place of honor. And there he ate for all the days of his life.
So today, like Mephibosheth, I will spend another undeserved day at the feasting table. Another 8 hours of driving stretches forth between our little car and Pennsylvania. We beg prayers for the cripples making way?
So today, like Mephibosheth, I will spend another undeserved day at the feasting table. Another 8 hours of driving stretches forth between our little car and Pennsylvania. We beg prayers for the cripples making way?
2 comments:
Lord, we praise you for accepting us in the Beloved One. Father, just be so sweet to these travelers. 'Journey mercies' that Jay so often prays for - make them gleam today, Lord. Thank you for how you've already provided with a jump this morning, and give Gen alertness as they go. SEttle little Caleb's stomach. In the deserving name of Jesus I pray.
Wow. That's all I can say because I can certainly feel how your relationship with God is so genuine and raw. God is truly amazing because He has given you new life despite your condition and I know that He will heal you no matter how long it may take. But truly John Mark's song has that raw and honest conversation between him and God, that despite us being crippled, He loves us because He loves us. And not only that, but He invites us to the feast. Be Blessed!
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