Back into the forest

Tomorrow is my next big "test day". I don't know yet when I will have the results. I feel a bit like Alice, falling back down the hole. I wasn't expecting to be in this place, emotionally or physically, until December. I am drained today, contemplating what lies ahead, a path I know too well already. I would appreciate prayers.

Testimony come now, quickly, whisper in my ear:
Peace at last not far away, empty sheet, a borrowed grave:
Come freedom, come
Come freedom, come

~ Come, Freedom, Come (Breathe on Me), Jennifer Knapp